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shit [30 Mar 2007|02:38am]
[ mood | huhuhu ]

i miss this :(

save my life.

[09 Jul 2006|08:41am]
why cant i open my other lj account?it keeps on saying "incorrect password" even though it is correct

even the LOST PASSWORD option doesnt work
it ends up having to type my old password that would soon be incorrect.
save my life.

because who i am hates who ive been. [30 Jun 2006|10:06am]
[ mood | excited ]

the new lj account that ive been bitching about for the past 5 months is finally finished.
and i want the same friends page in my new journal, so add me up. :)
i havent posted anything yet, but i will update regularly. 
and yes, no one did the layout for me. so its such an achievement for someone who's
as ignorant as i am when it comes to computer codes and shit.
do i hear an applause? i also did that invitation picture :) haha.
enough said, add me up! 

its underug_swept

its it will be the same Sacha minus the occasional bull session about the highschool 
tattletale with a lisp, the oh-so-highschool alcohol adventures, 
thge efforts to justify how cheating in school is okay(HAHAHA!!)
the suicidal tendencies, and all the shit i grew out of in a couple of months after graduation.

ill be updating 2shades_pink at times..but i feel that this journal has a lot of the things that
makes me want to puke and laugh with embarrassment simultaneously (imagine that) 
when i read it again all over again.

♥ sacha

i ♥ kara. i miss you so much! you'll forever be my other half :)

save my life.

kara is numb [22 Jun 2006|01:11am]
i guess im over the pain.
i feel numb, more of.

i stole this from bea. love it.

I need to cry
I need to stop crying
I need to smile
I need to stop smiling because of you
I need to be strong
I need to stop getting strength from you
I need to live life
I need to stop living life with you
I need to run away
I need to stop running towards you
I need to dream
I need to stop dreaming of you
I need to fight
I need to stop fighting for you
I need to want more
I need to stop wanting more of you
I need to move on...
I need to.
I need to stop...
Stop being in love with you
I love you and you know that
I love you and you know I did my best to show it
I love you and you know I gave it all
I love you and you know ill give more
I love you and you know ill stay
But I love you...
And I know I can’t...
So, ill walk this off
Ill walk away
As soon as I can
Ill run if I have to
Ill run if I have enough strength to
I hate the love I still have for you
I hate the hope I’m holding on to.
I hate the pain you’ve caused
I have the scars it will leave
I hate the trust I gave you
Even more that you broke it.
I hate your guts
I hate my weakness
I hate the sacrifices
I hate the strength I get from you
I hate the longing
I hate the guilt
I hate the agony
I hate the tears
I hate the memories
I hate the tears!
I hate the life I yearn to live
I hate living without you
I hate that I have to
I hate the way I love you
I hate the way I want you despite it all
I hate the way this is so hard for me
I hate the way it’s so easy for you
I hate the way everything reminds me of you
I hate the way I hate all those wonderful things
I hate the way you sing to me
I hate the way I fall for you
I hate the way I think of you
And dream of you
I hate the way I’m so attached
I hate the way I cry over you
I hate the way I smile because of you
I hate the way we fell in love
I hate it more that we fell apart
I hate the way I have to do this
I hate it that i'm moving on
I hate you for making me love without limit
I hate you for making me give all of me without reservations
I hate you for making me cry tears of love, joy and pain
I hate you for leaving me again and again
I hate you for making me vulnerable
I hate you for making me strong
I hate you for making me numb
I hate you for making me feel safe and needed
I hate you for making me feel more alone and destitute
I hate you for making me wait
I hate you for making me hold on
I hate you for making me do this...
I hate that I have to move on.
save my life.

stupid jetlag [08 Jun 2006|04:18am]
[ mood | awake ]

im back!! yaaaayyyy
i really wanted to post pictures but i want to put it on my new solo lj account.

im so stupid when it comes to codes and shit. :(


save my life.

sacha is an angel pumping gas [29 May 2006|10:15pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

ive always wanted to pump gas in the car ever since i was a kid. i even considered being a gasoline girl (in line with my other career options when i was a child: cashier girl at sm, photocopier, fishball and taho vendor, vendor ng neon pink na popcorn or balloons sa church, etc)
This afternoon i was able to fulfill that childish goal so when my dad stopped to carry gas on our way to LA, i told him to let me try it. 
MOMENT OF GLORY!! and boy was it heavy!!! i guess my lack of physical fitness is to be blamed.

also: i promised myself that before i die, i should see an apple tree. because its something sooo normal yet we dont see it in the philippines. whenever i think about it..i always end up feeling deprived.
and i saw one and a lemon tree in my aunt's backyard. nice.

one of the best feelings in the world is the feeling of accomplishment everytime you get to do something that youve always wanted..even if its as simple as pumping gas, seeing an apple tree or putting arnibal on your taho.

2 live happily ever trapped if you just save my life.

[31 Mar 2006|09:07am]
[ mood | cozy ]

I'm loving the weather!! considering the fact i cant go out of the house. JUSTICE PREVAILS!!!!!!!!!!! 
BUt i actually got out of this hellhole yesterday, i was with my mom and brother. We got our visas fixed and shit and i still dont know if im going to the US on May or something. I never really looked forward to going abroad unless i'd be with people aren't such killjouys like momzilla. I just hope mom's going to let me and kuya travel alone so louis can come with us:) Everything went well yesterday, the interview, the mom,..mom even invited louis for a snack at metrowalk then allowed him to bring me home.

And at last, i already learned how to play Xmen Legends!!! I cant cant cant wait til MAY 6.. X3!!! 
omfg i swear i have to watch the movie in the best cinema in this country. Gateway has the lazyboy seats right? i cant wait. Just thinking about it makes me giddy.

Field trip sa may pagawaan ng lapis ay katulad ng buhay natin, isang mahabang pila, mabagal at walang katuturan

1 live happily ever trapped if you just save my life.

kara is faaat [26 Jan 2006|05:44pm]
[ mood | fat ]

i look in the mirror.


i dont like what i see.

i think i need liposuction. or maybe i dont. i think i need a boyfriend. haha. or maybe it's just me. i've been feeling bad lately. confused. why should things be this way? why is running away the only thing im good at? why cant i face my problems without breaking down? why do i choose to hide everything i really feel and show nothing but pride? why cant things be the way they used to be???

i look in the mirror.

and smile

to pretend everything is okay.

7 live happily ever trapped if you just save my life.

kara: game over for you [19 Jan 2006|01:06pm]
[ mood | numb ]

strike one
strike two
strike three...

strike four hundred eighty-two.

you're out!

1 live happily ever trapped if you just save my life.

*wipes off the dust from 2shades_pink* [20 Nov 2005|07:24pm]
[ mood | drained ]

How have you all been?!!!!

I'd really like to hear from all of you.. :) para nakakagana mag post..haha

Hurray for Wifi!!!! I'll be posting again soon.


2 live happily ever trapped if you just save my life.

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